Process

We want so deeply to process

But does this really mean?

Make it end?
Take it away?
Run to the end point?
Go back to the beginning?

Process?
Is this what I/you/we really want?

Oh process this word that is a pointer to the future

When it's done.

Bypassing feeling what you feel

Yet here and now

This body of words speak into

Integration

A space to tenderly hold the pain and words that spill from the pages of my body to yours

To take the process we've branded as healing an allow the words of hurt to be met with the tender and fluid arms of integration

It happened
It's here
I'm a process of integration running in a writing body to a place called

Acceptance

is process the right word pointing to the direct experience? You already are a process, we all are so stop searching for a process, or saying you're in one. Just feel. Without being hurtful. The End.